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“我的中國夢”優秀獎:我眼中的中國
國際在線 www.crionline.cn 2006-12-17 17:42:42

    作者: Alnan Karnudi Sigit Purwono (印度尼西亞) (來源:中國日報網)   

  (以一個亞洲人的視角,基於真實的歷史和經歷)

  我的名字叫 Sigit, 39歲,現在居住在印度尼西亞的巴厘島。我來自爪哇島中部最大的城市之一三寶壟,我在那堨X生並長大成人,直到24歲才離開遷往巴厘島,是一名電視臺記者。

  三寶壟是爪哇首府,同時也是重要港口。不足為奇,一直以來推動並支撐這個城市經濟發展的是工業和貿易部門。三寶壟是印尼華人的重要聚居地,而且這裡的重要貿易部門通常都是由華人掌控的,即使這裡曾有許多痛苦的往事,即使在他們內心有著揮之不去的夢魘,我並不確切的明白這其中的故事。

  屠殺華人的悲慘事件發生在大約25年前,上個世紀的80年代初期。直到現在,我都沒有真正明白事情的原委。

  記得那時我是13歲,還在上初一。我看到許多華人的商店被搗毀和焚燒。我並不理解為什麼三寶壟會突然發生這種事。總共有數百家店鋪被燒燬,而我始終不明白為什麼被毀壞全部是華人的商店。

  那段日子,三寶壟的局面混亂不堪,黑煙四起,整座城市就如同戰場。當夜晚降臨,供電被切斷以後,三寶壟就變成了一座恐怖的黑暗之城。在這之後,學校也被關閉了。這也是我為什麼可以親眼目睹那些恐怖事件並對此記憶猶新。

  這場發生在我的家鄉,針對華人的可怕災難發生在25年前。但對我來說,雖然許多年過去了,仍然無法忘記。直到現在,我都很難理解為什麼這一切會發生。

  我寫這篇文章絕不是為了揭開傷疤或者激發種族衝突的情緒。那場噩夢已經成為歷史,同時也是印尼華人銘刻於心的重要一課。

  雖然我沒有做過特別的科學調查,但對於那次事件我能夠得出一些結論。當然,這些結論或對或錯,它們都是基於我當時對事實的觀察得出的。

  首先,由於誤導產生的仇視華人的情緒直接導致了事件的發生。原因就在於經濟上的巨大差距。華人過著上流社會的生活,這是因為他們控制著重要的貿易部門,所以可以過上好一點的生活,而這些也被其他種族看在眼堙C

  第二,現在,我所看到的華人的生活是趨於排外和孤立的。雖然他們試著同其他人一起生活,但是在日常生活中,華人看起來在自我孤立。

  再次聲明,這些結論雖不是基於調查,但卻是通過觀察和親身經歷得出的。所以,這些結論需要經受檢驗和證實。

  由此,我得出了進一步的推論。在我看來,印尼華人自我孤立是源於中國政治經濟形勢對其的影響。就像我們所知道的,過去的中國是與國際社會相隔絕的。結果,海外華人的行為和態度也直接受到這種政策的影響。雖然中國從1978年起開始了改革開放,但情況不會因此而有那麼迅速的改變。

  另一方面,如今,中國在經歷了25年的改革開放之後,我看到這個國家取得了巨大的成績。即使在蘇聯解體後,中國仍作為平衡美國霸權的重要一級。中國的國際地位也不斷提高,中國人在世界舞臺上得到了普遍的尊重。中國已經成為了世界上最具魅力的國家,吸引著每一位來訪者。

  令人驚訝的是,有著廣闊疆域和龐大人口數量的中國,居然能從孤立的局面中復興並且成為世界舞臺上有著強大影響力的角色。她的影響力不僅僅局限在經濟領域,還有政治、工業、旅遊業和體育方面。

  作為一名記者,我十分欽佩中國在國際關係與合作中所扮演的角色。在處理國際關係方面,中國有著很強的外交能力。簡而言之,中國現在已向世界證明了,成功可以通過自我激勵和不懈的努力達到。

  但是,我的腦海中仍然有很多疑問,中國這種巨大的轉變是否能夠影響海外華人的行為和態度?25年前的悲劇是否可以避免發生?我是否必須要等待25年才能證實我的推論的正確性?

  這就是為什麼我不再有美國夢而選擇我的中國夢的原因!

  作者: Alnan Karnudi Sigit Purwono (印度尼西亞)

  職業: The Head Section of News and Production,TVRI BALI,Indonesia

  地址:TVRI Bali,Jl. Cok A Tresna – Renon – Denpasar – Bali

  附英文原文如下:

  China in my eyes and my mind

  (In sight of an Asian, based on true story and experience)

  My name is Sigit, 39 years old, I live in Bali – Indonesia. I am from one of big cities in Middle Java, namely Semarang. I was born and raised in Semarang until 24 years old and then moved to Bali. I have been working as a television reporter in Bali now.

  Semarang is the capital city of Middle Java and has a harbour. It is not surprising if wheel of economy in Semarang city is much supported from industry and trade sectors. I also do not know in certain how its story was, why many society of Chinese ethnic live in Semarang city and they usually dominate trade sector. Even after there was an event and a night mare occurred to the society of Chinese ethnic, especially those who live in Semarang city.

  This traumatic event happened about 25 years ago, at the beginning of 1980s. Until now, I do not really understand what happened with this event and why happened.

  At that time, I was about 13 years old and I was in the first grade of Junior High School. I saw many shops of Chinese ethnic burnt and plundered. I did not know and understand why Semarang society attacked and burnt these shops suddenly. Total shops burnt and plundered were approximately hundreds of shops. They normally attacked shops along the protocol street in

  Semarangcity where there were found many big shops. I, however, did not know in certain whether all of these shops belonged to Chinese ethnic.

  At this day, Semarang city was so disorder and tense. A black smoke appeared everywhere and Semarang really in chaos situation. I did now whether they involved in burning and plundering, or just wanted to see the event closely. In the night, situation of Semarang city was horrible and dark, as the electricity off. And the day after that, schools were closed. As schools closed so that is why I can see closely the destruction taken place and always remember about this event.

  This nightmare tragedy occurred toward society of Chinese ethnic in my hometown has indeed been about one fourth century ago. But for me, it is not easy to forget it. Until now, it is hard for me to understand and know why all of these must be happened.

  This article is not intended to open old memory or to motivate sentiment among ethnics at all. That nightmare event is a past history and must be an important lesson for Chinese ethnic in Semarang in more specific and in Indonesia in general.

  Although I do not conduct a special scientific research, I can propose some conclusion from this event. Of course, conclusions can be true or false, as I made conclusions based on my observation and facts at that time.

  Firstly, this event happened as the result of misled issue to hate Chinese ethnic. The reason can be that there was a gap of economy. The society saw that life of Chinese ethnic was above average. In fact, it is natural since Chinese ethnic dominated trade sector, so it possibly had a better life.

  Secondly, now I can see the life of Chinese ethnic tending to exclusive and isolated one. Although they have tried to live together with other society, but in daily life Chinese ethnic seems isolated themselves.

  Once again, that these conclusions are not based on research, but they are on observation and fact occurred at that time. So that is why these conclusions need to be examined and proved its validity.

  From these conclusions, I am interested to discuss about the latter or the second conclusion. According to me, why society of Chinese ethnic seems isolated themselves, it is because of under influence of political and economical situation of country origin, China. As we know that China, indeed, closed itself from international relationship at that time. As the consequence, it affected behaviors and attitude of Chinese ethnic society who live abroad, such as Semarang. Although China itself has conducted reformation and opened itself toward international relationship since 1978, not all can automatically changed instantly.

  On the other hand, now after more than 25 years China opened itself toward international relationship, I can see great advantages for this country. Even after no longer Soviet domination, China is to be a balance power for the super power country like United State. In international situation, Chinais always considered by countries all over the world. Now China has become one of the biggest magnetic poles in the world, that is able to attract what and who visit China country.

  It is surprising, with its biggest population in the world and so wide area, China can revive from its isolation so far and to be a country having strong influence all over the world. It is not only in economic field, but also in political, industrial, tourism and sport ones.

  As a reporter, I am so admired to observe the role played by China in international cooperation and relationship. China has strong bargaining power in international relationship. In a short word, China has currently proved that success can be achieved by high motivation and work hard.

  There are, however, still some questions in my mind, whether such changing in China country will affect behaviors and attitude of China ethnic abroad? Whether 25 years tragedy will not happen toward Chinese ethnic in Semarangagain? Whether I must wait for 25 years onward to prove the truth of my conclusions?

  That's why I don't have an American Dream anymore but changing to my Chinese dream!  

編輯:  楊冬霞   稿源: 國際在線專稿  
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